What wud it be like if every1 cud not talk at all..
I wonder...
My graduation have past...pictures are uploaded on my facebook..so check them out ya..
I knw i cud be better...
Sum1 told me today abt my behaviour lately..i've change..its not a gd change..
I'm thinking of why am i this way..issit the attention?? Issit the popularity?? Issit greed?? or issit infatuation??
I got hurt just now by accidentally kicking a metal weight. I sprained my toes. Hazwan helped to immobalise my toes. It was soo hard for me to ride home. I knw i cud be better..
Am i caring?? am i being caring to the wrong person?? why do i hurt people i dun even knw..i dun think i'm being fair..i love my frens..but i knw i have to change..
I know i cud be better..
Friday, May 29, 2009
The Passion Run 09 was great!! Fattanah Emerge as the winner among us!!! wif Kyle 2nd and i'm 3rd by a few seconds..and KY disqualified!!! AHAHAHAHHAHA!!! aniway..here are some pics!!
Tats all for tonite!!
I'm psych for Thursday..my graduation ceremony!!
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Selflessness..
I dun think i deserve it..
Everyday, all i think abt is the end..
Issit tat near..?? or are we dreaming..??
I have no more reason to survive..
I know i cud be better but y issit soo hard??
Hit me..hit me hard..
I'll find a way to be new..sum1 u never knew..
sum1 that every1 will be proud of..
Sum1 that can make a change in the world..
Sum1 that have the strength and courage to win a war and lose battles..
Sum1 that could love u..
Sum1 that could hold u when tears roll down ur cheek..
Sum1 that will hold u tight and tell u that he will always love u..
Sum1 that will love u wif everything he have..
Sum1 that will make sure that ur always smiling..
Sum1 that will wait for u the whole nite when ur sick..
Sum1 that will make ur day when ur having a very bad day..
Sum1 that u can depend on ur whole life..
Sum1 that will wait for u to go to sleep b4 he rests..
Sum1 that will grow old wif u..
Sum1 that will stay by u..even if ur dying..
Sum1 that will cherish every moment in life wif u..
Sum1 that will always remember u even when ur wif another guy..
I'm depressed..
I wish i'm can be all of those..
I pray everynite to be healthy so that i can do my prayers, care for my family and live my life wif happiness..
I'm not as happy as i use to be..
I nid ur strength..
Dear god..
What would it take, for things to be quiet? Quiet like the snow.
Cause I know this isn't much, But I know I could, I could be better.
I don't think I deserve it,
Selflessness, find your way into my heart.
All stars could be brighter, All hearts could be warmer.
What would it take for things to be quiet, quiet like the snow?
Are we meant to be empty handed?
I know I could be better.
I don't think I deserve it,
Selflessness, find your way into my heart
All stars could be brighter, all hearts could be warmer.
What would it take, find your way into my heart
What would it take for things to be quiet?
Saturday, May 23, 2009
The Lyrics:-
*ouh well, moon is one of the beautiful creation that god has created
*welll, i've learnt something from it
as you can see the moon is actually just a rock. not that pretty either
however without this moon, our night will not be the same
*and it has help us humans in many ways
from this
i've learnt that
we can never judge someone by its cover
cause no matter how ugly that person is, there's something there in his/herself that is special.
*and also
whenever i see the moon
i just feel so safe and calm
cause whenever i look at it
it just reminds me of people i treasured the most
and i know somewhere
someone is also looking at the moon at the same time.
*and hoping that i'll be safe.
its just wonderful to know that no matter where you are.
someone who you love is also looking at the same moon as you.
This song is written by a fren of mine..the title have yet to be confirmed..i'll upload the recorded version soon..
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Guys..i have the new TDWP album..
Compared to the previous album..this is much more melodic..not as crispy but still a gd album..
How am i doin..
I'm doin quite well..wif my mom @ home today..everyone else is soo busy wif work, dates and school.. I'm gonna upload the new lyrics after this..so yeah..catch it yea....
Take care..
FORGIVE MY IMPATIENCE
This is temporary. Please forgive them.
This is temporary... Please just love him.
If this is better then let it come true.
No more waiting! No more waiting...
Stand by me tonight. We can be free!
Melt into me. Melt into me...
You said you wouldn't leave,
you came crawling back to me.
This is temporary. Melt into me!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
So here i am once again...
Project Spermwhale is going along on schedule wif 2 original penned down last yesterday, Sunday 17 May 09. Its a mixture of music wif a lil blend of hardcore and slow post rock @ its climax. I've been feeling pretty bad lately..shitty..i keep falling..over and over again.. I dunno wat i'm doing. Its like a miracle. I'm there but not really there..get it??
Anyway, this Sunday is the Passion Run 10km..i'm gonna run it alone..run my own race..i'll think of only one thing, which is my future..i'm goin to run like i'm running away from everything and leaving everything behind..
Its a new week..
Take Care..
Monday, May 18, 2009
Well, wats new..
Radi, Lezlie and I have set up a side project in due to the current situation of 'CC'. Our music will be focused on post-rock wif bands such as Pelican, Russian Circles, Sigur Ros, MONO and Mogwai??
Been a boring week so far... at home...out..home...out...
Isabella is discharged but wif some minor hiccups..yet to be 100% fit.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Every sunday afternoon i have a duty...wif CC. As usual, i'll meet hazwan and radi @ gombak or BB.
We'll talk abt life, future and abit of music..
Today's session is okay to me. We played 2 songs over and over again to get the sequence right..as the new song is very2 complex wif riffs and diffrent2 beats and tempo, hazwan and radi haf a small prob..but hey, which musician does not struggle!!??
Here's an image of radi (left) wif WJ (right) at the counter while waiting for lezlie and ari to arrive:-
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Tommorrow..will be see it???
Tommorrow is a different day...
Its great to learn abt how people live their lyfe..the hard times and good moments..some are truly loved by their love ones..some are just reali nice people..we all have one thing in common..tommorrow..there is always tommorrow..
I heard a story from a fren. Abt her grandpa..a nice person.. caring, loving, understanding and sweet. I smiled, when i heard abt wat her granpa did to console her.. both are nice people..
Well, wat a day i had..an emotional one!!
Tommorrow will be sumthing new!!
Every1, lets pray for all our loved ones..including those who have left us..*amin*
Saturday, May 9, 2009
"Say , gd nite...just sleep tite.."
I went to meet Radi and Lezlie..(*frostbane & *harbinger), we arranged another song..another new song. I lost count of how many songs we have currently.. The new song have a twist in it..will let u guys listen to it soon. Sound more of hardcore and catchy wif intense riffs, ideas from Dark Lunancy.
I made soo many frens in my poly life..i love everyone of them even if they dun like me..ahaha...i knw we did had some rough times and some reali happy moments. Watever it is..i'm proud to be a Student frm SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC.
I met NF after work, walk2 and went home..
I feel like a brand new person...
Friday, May 8, 2009
Lyfe is Beautiful..tat is what i wanna spread to everyone..last nite, sum1 talked to me abt the moon..as god's beautiful creation. Wif details on how it affect lives..arranged it in perfect order..and i got new lyrics..
BUT, i will share it wif u guys today alrite..but pretty soon. Patience.
Patience is very important..
I knw i've not been updating..but i'm gonna try my best to always share my life wif u guys okay??
I'm healthy now..short hair, 70kg, trimmed goatie, old hp, new frens and a new character.
I've been moody and frustrated for far too long..
Isabella..i'm giving u a $400+ overhaul.
Btw, i love my lyfe..i treasure it..
To NF,
U knw i care..
To Fat,
Sorry for everything..
To ABE peeps,
Thank u for everything..
To Everyone else,
May u have the best out of lyfe and remember tat it is beatiful..
Here are some pics from baybeats last year which i wanna share..its a big stage for local bands..and CC, wat are we waiting for!!!
Thursday, May 7, 2009
