Final Moments of Term Test week ' 9:48 PM
U guys can see how stress we are..haha..
Tml is pur last paper..hope it will be a great day..i've been having a bad week..insyallah everything will turn around..
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Wat shud i say?? ' 4:49 PM
Damn!!! My paper is damn tough!!
ARGH!!!!!
My skin still burns in me, i feel so responsible
Sooon.. ' 8:56 AM
Some people love to act..while some act like they are acting..Well, all i haf to say is..
Haf a life..be true to urself..be honest, be at ur very best and dun let anyone hurt you.. U control ur own life, feelings and desire.
I may be alone now..
But
Its okay...
Even if i dun haf anyone, i knw tat i still haf faith and strong belief in Allah.
Insyallah..
Hurt is juz a word, the feelings tat lies beneath it, is bearable..
Wat a Day.. ' 6:59 PM
I had a very tiring weekend..
Bad headaches and body-ache have been bothering me every sungle minute..
Anyway, i've been anticipating 2 upcoming albums.
They are:- Alesana - Where Myths Fades to Legend
The Human Abstract - Evolution of War
I've been wandering abt many stuff lately..and "U" are that sum1 that i have been thinking of..
I hope to see more of u soon..hehe..
Cya..!!
Sunday, May 25, 2008
The BBQ and my Saturday ' 10:28 PM
Yesterday was a tiring day i haf to say..
I started skul @ 8.30 wif my tutorial for contract admin and costing then went to BS for my test. And the test was EASY!!!
HEHE.
After that went for prayers..
Came back to skul, went to Outram Park to JAm wif Lezlie, Hazwan, Sabrina and Ari..it was fun..reali..
Came back to skul..took our begs and went to East COast Park..
The place is kinda humid..the BBQ was GREAT..gd food and everybody had fun..we din sleep the whooole nite..The next morning i went home and bathe to get ready for my soccer training.. ARGH!! i was not on form cos' i din haf any sleep last nite..
Came home..bathe...and slept till zuhur..prayed and slept again til asar..
hahaha..
And now online!! and chatting wif sum1 i reali like..
SHe's nice..happy and cute..
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Kiss While Your Lips Are Still Red.. ' 10:08 PM
Love, hate and troubles of all kind, that`s life, but like in almost every road movie, the journey it self here is the point. "Your home is where your heart is."
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Tragedy! ' 5:52 PM
It have been a very tiring weekend..
Yesterday we went to Tampines to do the Budget Breakdown wif Shiffa. We decided to go there cos' Shiffa fell from 10 flights of stairs and is injured..so we decided to go to her instead. The breakdown was fast. N i went to peninsula..wif abu.. then went home.. ARGH!!! ahaha.. felt like screaming like corey taylor from SlipKnot!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay2..today is a normal day for me..its monday man. Hahaa..
I got a sad news..
My cousin, Yuyun, who is the same age as me and is married suffered a miscarriage. My parents are out now to NUH ward 42 to visit her.. I hope she's alrite.. my only cousin who haf alot on common wif me and the same age as me..GEt well SoOn!!
Monday, May 19, 2008
On Friday..and Saturday.. ' 7:30 PM
On Friday, i had skool as per normal..my group got B+ for contract administration and costing due 1 mistake. I shud haf foresee that "after" word.
Aniway, skul was a breeze..wif some hiccups. my Maintenance for Building services is great and my land planning & development seems okay too.
After class, i played street soccer wif the usual people..
Syaffiq scored a hat-trick..i scored 2 goals from long range. Haha.
Immediately after tat, i change my shoes to my soccer boots to warm up for BE soccer training. It a few words, "back to basics". We learned how to enhance our techniques.
And during the 2-a-side i did a bicycle kick.. Hehe.
Hmm..after tat, met Farhan, ate @ KFC b4 it closes..chat wif the guys.. Farhan gave out some goodies from 'Umrah'. Thanks Bro.
At 10.30, we prepared for nitewalk..it was suppose to be scary..but for me..its the same old thing.
Woke up early and went to bathe then went to clementi wif Nabeel, Abu and Ari for breakfast. Then we came back to clean the clubhouse. Its very neat now..
Reached home @ abt 5pm..
Bathe and ate fish & chips.COURTESY of my MOM!
Msged people i care for.. Feeza, Fattanah and Syu..
I had some pretty rough times in my lyfe..i hope its over..
I reali wanna be myself..
Can i be normal one day??
Saturday, May 17, 2008
SORRY!! ' 10:20 PM
VERY SORRY GUYS!! FOR NOT BLOGGING!! HEhE
Btw, my week is okay soO far..
On Tuesday i got a shocking news.
My bestfrens parents got into a bike accident @ the PIE at 4.15pm. There was no witness..a hit and run case.
Mari kite same2 doakn Al-Fatihah kepada arwah bapa-nye..dan cepat sembuh utk ibu-nye..
Her dad passed away..and her mom is in ICU @ NUH. Farhan and ME visited her..and she's being very strong..
PS: Izyan..be strong k..We'll be here if u nid us..
Hmm..my week is kinda rough..lots of projects..tutorials..and issues..i'm currently teaching Guitars to 3 new students..hehe
THEY ARE...
ARI
J.J.
CALVIN
I hope they'll understand and excel..and hopefully, play better than me. HEHE
Hmm..wat else...
I've been doing some composition for my songs..hopefully to record it in JUNE holidays..AMIN
Thursday, May 15, 2008
PLayin all day long!! ' 1:37 PM
Let me summarise my week for u guys..
Monday: ENd @ 3pm. PLayed street soccer till 6.30 then went for a meeting. I'm the INternal Auditor!!
TUESDAY: End @ 5 instead of 6pm. Played street soccer again. Bathe and went home wif Abu.
WedNESDAY: End @ 3pm, played street soccer again!! Bathe and went home wif ABu again..
Thursday: End @ 3pm, Went to outram park, TIET studios to lepak and play music..An emotional day i haf to say..
Friday: ENd @ 12, went prayers..Went to class @ 3pm wif SYafiq driving us there wif the van doors wide OPEn..haha.. end @ 5pm, played STreet soccer AGAIN!! and got several injuries.. Twisted my ankle, my quads were stretched and my face was hit by the ball. COurtesy of AMIRAH.
It was a great WEEK..heheh..lots of gd stuff and some bad..but who cares.. HAHaha..
Saturday, May 10, 2008
All i do is Not Enuff for u.. ' 11:59 PM
U push me out..u push me out..i'll try and i'll try again...
Thursday, May 8, 2008
DUN PLAY WIF MATTERS OF THE HEART ' 12:23 AM
SHUT UP!! Listen to me.. do wat u wan..say wat u wan.. GET the hell out of my face..
I dun nid u.
Played wif people arnd u..
What kind of game are u playing?? ITS SICKENING!!
GET LOST!!
U even went to tat extend?? and wat did u say?? not___ and____?? SHUT UP!!
U'll regret it...
Get out of my lyfe...!!!
SILLY??? ' 11:17 PM
BECAUSE ITS SILLY!!!
ITS VERY SILLY!!
DECISIONS and CHOICES are everything in lyfe.. I've made some bad and gd choices..
I knw my mistakes..and i dun repeat them. Habits are part of me.
Most of my frens especially SHiffa, thinks tat i'm a very-positive guy..yeah, its true..i am..VERY!! Hehe..
ANiway, i wud like people out there to knw tat FEELings are not toys..THEY are very FRAGILE..dun gif and take them juz and when u like it..dun gif hope if u haf no compassion.. SYMPATHY?? BACK OFF!! IT VERY SILLY!!
I'm writing a new song..a song abt my lyfe currently..the state of confusion and sanely stereotype.. This song reminds me of my past which i love and i wanna remind u guys tat the past MAKES us a better person..trust me.. Take care!
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Lyfe is like the Number 23.. ' 9:56 PM
I've learned alot abt the Number 23 from the movie..
2/3= 0.666
Which means Satan..
23 itself is juz a number..
"The '23 Enigma' refers to the belief that all incidents and events are directly connected to the number 23, some permutation of the number 23, or a number related to the number 23, given enough ingenuity on the part of the interpreter."
"When you start looking for something you tend to find it."
23 is an obsession that is overlooked everywhere in the world..I've noticed the number 23 and i think its a mere coincidence. But, cud it be??
NAH!!! I believe in ALLAH and the almighty ONE haf determine my life..i must work hard to fulfill my dreams and i must always haf faith wif me..Amin.
Sunday, May 4, 2008
YAY! ' 9:28 PM
TOday i did a recording for my frens song. I did 3 tracks of guitar rhythms and leads. It was FUN And more interesting is tat i got to meet my old band mates..i reali miss u guys..
Reali hope to make music wif u guys again!
The recording session was a great SUCESS!! i love wat i'm hearing..hehe
And guys, i'm happy now..cos' i've learned my boundaries to appreciate people's love..hehe..
Saturday, May 3, 2008
Singing.. ' 11:32 PM
Singin something soft..sad and delicate..
Well, loud and out of key..sing me aniting..
I hope everyone will always be happy..
If i've ever offended ani1 in aniway..i'm sorry..
I'm moving back..and doing my reflection.
As days past, my thoughts sinks deeply into the wrong path..let them be..its not worth it..
Friday, May 2, 2008
OMG!! ' 10:32 PM
ITS LIKE THE BIGGEST DEFEAT I'VE EVER FACED..
MY HEART FEELS COLD AND MY FEETS ARE WRINKLED, WAITING FOR THE TIME..
NOW I REALISE TAT I AM NOT WHO I THINK I AM. I HOPE U'LL HAF A HAPPY LIFE NOW..
