I'm in a state of shocked..
On the way home, in the bus..i saw some blue lights and red lights..
It was a police patrol car and an ambulance.
There was an accident..the poor guy flew to the other side of the road. Lying there unconciously wif many staring eyes watchful of the whole incident.

An Accident..
Lose a lyfe..
Monday, June 30, 2008

I'm @ the BACKGROUND!! HAhahaha!!!




@ Khatib Plaza.. CLAP! event..
Sunday, June 29, 2008

I'm sitting in my room, wif a needle in my hand, juz waiting for the tomb of some old dying man..

My tapeworm tells me wat to do..
A political call, avenging disgrace..
Pushing little children wif their fully automatics..they like to push the weak arnd..

Push them around..a deer dance..invitation to peace, wars staring you in the face..dress in black..wif a helmet, fierce, trained them appropriate for the malcontent, for the disporpotion malcontent, until a little boy smile..it will all be well..

Take this promise to the end of you!!
Thursday, June 26, 2008

THIS IS THE PART WHERE YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO SCREAM!!!!

TOday is an okay day..
We had class @ RAffles CIty Tower. A CKS property consultant AUCTION.
It was cool..tempting though..but frustrating..the Auctioneer is a patient man indeed.
AS soon as the class ended i went back to skool in search for people who i can disturb!! HEhehe..

Yah..and my target is always rizal, putri, abu, feroz and nabeel..but today Amirah was in the club..so i was unusually unusual!! ahha..

Haiz..i feel different today..
As if a new hope is given to me..SHUD is grab it???

Went to haf dinner wif Ras, syaffiq and feroz.. somehow i feel great sitting wif them. Haha..

As soon as i went back i did some squats..haha..i reali nid too..to strengthen my leg..getting weak..

I nid to reali push myself to fight "it" away..i must do all i can to remove it..
AMIN!!
Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Its a nice cooling morning..
i woke up..saw little Farisha and she smiled @ me..
As soon as i'm ready for skool, i left home wif a smile, braving the hard times i've faced in my life.
I'm positive about today..
Seeing my frens, lecturers and results were the joy of the day.
They didn't let me down.
Catch up wif an old fren, akbar, my bassist. played a few tunes and it reali made my day.
Saw Mrs. Ti and her smile made me realise that i haf alot to look forward in lyfe.
Went home wif putri, zara, abu and feroz.. They are the people who love to make me laugh reali2 hard..
I thank u guys for today..
We'll meet again tommorrow ya..
Monday, June 23, 2008

Here's another song i wrote:

i'm going through a phase in love..
You were there for me, every minute and every second. She left me, but i had you, to hold on to. Things were smooth, eventually it turns sticky.. Every single day turns to years. I confessed.. It was a foolish thought. You smiled and said that it will be okay.. You became my ecstasy..my drug.. Just like drugs, you have other intentions. I'm at loss. Were you playing all this while?? Was it entertaining for you??

The lost of sum1 close have pushed me harder to the ground..
But, as we lost sumone we love, we gain one more to love..

P.S. The "Monsoon" Play was nice..thanks again..
Sunday, June 22, 2008

Well..i've wrote a few songs..
Take a look @ it..and gif me comments ya..

Lyrics 26

I need a life..
I have to dream of my goals..
You must get out of my life, live in obsecurity..
Let loose all of my philosophy, scream your hearts out till your lungs and throat bleeds. Live life full of tragedy..Kill Her! Break all of her bones, crackher head into a thousand pieces. Send a thousand ropes to rescue her. Layla, your living in a war. A human abstract tells many stories. Mens come to take you away from me. We're in dillemma.

Tml i'll post another okay..btw, my lyrics come from my heart. NO STEALING ok.





Yeah..tats wat i've been doin all week..hehe..
Tuesday, June 17, 2008

SOme Photography from Deviantart..
Some mean alot to me..
Monday, June 16, 2008

I've been running everyday..
10km minimum and i've felt differently abt my life now.
I've been hurt physically and emotionally the past week..

Physically cos' i've stretched my right hamstring and quads and i got some bruises on my right ankle due to a nasty tackle. My right arm near the shoulder is also aching due to a hit juz now..but i'm okay..

Emotionally..i'm disturb..been having alot of bad dreams..I've been paranoid lately. Sumhow i feel tat alot of people is talking behind my back..and i can reali feel it..wats wrong wif me?? I'm hurt too..cos' sumhow i realise tat i've been in my own world all this while..i'm hurt by the reality..

HOW COULD YOU!!!

Sunday, June 15, 2008

I've been thinking alot..
Why does it have to happen to me..??

Been used..
Saturday, June 14, 2008

Help me to sleep...

Jealousy rears its ugly head
I won't forget the things you said before you turned your back
Goodbye, goodnight, for good...remember my face when you feel the pain
Say goodbye...

Now I'll fight with my eyes closed for the things I've let go
Sweet breath escapes...choke on the lies that were your last goodbye
Hear my voice as you sleep...
Sleep tight, goodnight...choke on the lies that were your last goodbye

Goodbye helps me to sleep without your memories
And my shattered dreams collect dust on what used to be a lie
It haunts me no more and now you're gone, you've left me alone
I wasn't wrong to feel this way inside so goodbye, goodnight, for good
Friday, June 13, 2008

I got Alesana's NEW ALBUM and INK's NEW ALBUM!!! IF Ani1 wants it msg me aites..
Thursday, June 12, 2008

now we must let go...urgency overwhelms me as I must restrain my flood of tears
I refuse to be slave to your false beauty again...

Ill lose myself in anguish for tonight, help me get over you
one last false apology, help me get over you

in my mind blood drips from your eyes
a beautiful last goodbye

These 2 albums are a must have this MONTH!!
Alesana and Ice Nine Kills

I've been reading a book abt how this Prof. convey his last lesson to his student. Its a lesson abt death.. by knowing death we will know how to live our life properly wif a purpose..i'm 3/4 done wif the book.. its a sad but very meaningful story. Sumhow i can easily relate to the story and the person involve..

Thanks for lending me this book..
I Appreciate it..
Monday, June 9, 2008

Orchard Road’s favourite buskers’ festival is back again this year, bigger and better! Somethingood 2008 brings music and magic to the streets of our little island city, as more than 800 youths come together to raise funds for the Make-A-Wish Foundation Singapore! Keep 7 – 15 June 2008 free for this exciting festival!

Friday, June 6, 2008

Were the last words that i wrote for you enough to tell you..

Today was an okay day..i did some running..ran 3 rounds arnd SP. One round is 3.8km..so times 3..it will be, 11.4km!!

I'm training for the SP Bialthlon which is 750m swimming and 3.8km run.. i think i shud be okay..hehe..

I'm listening to alot of meaningful songs..
Such as "early morning", "endings without stories".. They remind me of who i was..and wat i am now. I'm grateful i'm a changed person now. I hope everyone can understand y i nid to change. Now i've met sum1 special..she's nice..honest..i hope sumthing will happen.

Lyfe is fair..its a matter of whether u can accept it or not..Every1 is given a second chance..i took it..

If my words ever reach you I'll assume you don't care
never knew that silence could cut so deep or that you could twist the blade
now I curse all of your beautiful lies..
I love you and goodbye...
Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Make it stop, make this pounding in my head stop
fill my lungs with air, give me one more day to make her dreams come true
she understands right? that I'm not coming back...
she understands right? that I'm not coming back...
make it stop, make the pounding stop
I'm not coming back, I'm not coming back, I'm not coming back...
I don't know what happened...who would have thought my life would end up like this?
I didn't mean to hurt her, not hurt her like this...I can't feel my legs
I can't feel my legs and I can't even cry...how could somebody die like this?

dearest love,
I hope this message finds you well
as these endless thoughts drip from my soul
every single word secretly paints a fairytale
of when we will melt into one...

eyes forfeit sight to the pain
cold scalpel's steel whispers tear at my very core
as I cling to memories of you
I am so scared...so scared...I need you with me

were the last words that I wrote for you enough to tell you
that in my death the light that shone through my painful darkness
was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?

it's me again,
is it me or am I wrong to be concerned?
will the beauty of your pen ever cross my eyes again?
was this all a lie? why?

Current Playlist:

Alesana - This Is Usually The Part Where People Scream
Alesana - The Three Letters
Alesana - The Most Profound Quiet

I guess i've been out lately.. got to realise tat the world is dying..
Holidays seems normal for me.
Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Its was Sunday and one of my cousins got married.. we grow up real fast dun we??

THE TERM TEST IS OVER!!

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