Lyfe 7 Music

He said that homes are broken..

2009-08-26T23:33:00.004+08:00

I left my head when I was home,
I caught an evil side of me,
I only breathe when I'm alone.
The days await till I am gone.
I grew right next to your heart.
I should have grabbed it and pulled it down.
I feel what your feeding me.
I hear what you really speak.

Could the eater rot in time?
He's sucking out the lines that make you notice
the world as an illusion.
Your body pushed through it.
In birth it all confuses us.
What do I do when I'm lying on a table?
My mother didn't want me, my whole life I've been starving. 9 months to grow inside you, my life was as fresh as the mind of an infant.
Where did I go? Hell, I knew that my heart wouldn't make it.

And the due date is close.
Well heaven knew it take a part of me.
But I only speak, I only speak when I am hungry.
Now the lights on my face.
And I've never felt more ugly when the devil grabbed me by the legs and shook me.
I was gone, you said it.

Homes where death is, I'll just forget it.

Take a part of me..
I dun understand y am i still here..
Why shud i be here..
I'm an illusions..a dark cloth at nite..
He said, this is our home.
There can never be us..
I'll just forget it..

Mother's Love

2009-08-24T23:16:00.001+08:00

Fear love a failure to nothing but and empty shape we collide and we were dead on

Are you tired enough
I think I hurt your head enough
Bruising me the first touch
Well fall asleep well close it up

Count the days till you get rid of me
Till I fall asleep I am meaningless endlessly you'd feel
Fine if you could bury me six feet underneath I wont see it
And now I'm recklessly ending it as it falls from the stage to the floor
The day ends when I say it does I'm afraid of him, I'm afraid of him

My mother sings when she's afraid of me because I hurt her more,
More than the son she sees it scares her half to death
My father sings when he's afraid of me because I hurt him more,
More than the son he sees it scares us all to death.

Oh, my son why did you leave me? where did you run my son? why did you leave me?

Now what??

2009-08-24T23:05:00.003+08:00

Its been 3 days of fasting..
Its the usual feeling i get every year..excitement and anticipation..

I've made so many mistakes..in just 1 year..i've changed alot..
Lost so many..

wat..

2009-08-20T22:21:00.002+08:00

No, not this time.. yes i knw, u wun find wat ur looking for..

Its crucial at this stage tat i make every1 understand wats next..
Friday is the day of the statement and court session.

Been a heck of a week..
Fitness level dropped drastically..

I can't even run 2.4km within 13mins..

i nid to shed 3 mins of my timing..
I lost sum1..but its okay..i knw tat person will be happier w/o me.
'i'm a nuisance in ur life'

Last Sunrise

2009-08-18T14:45:00.001+08:00

So mute and beautiful to me..
A promise kept on high..
An angelic look at life..
Through open eyes..

Faithful??

2009-08-13T23:08:00.000+08:00

U tell me...
What shud i do???

I'm lost..
Everything is do is not wrong..
Lost so much...

and..
losing more...

Dun let me go..

2009-08-12T23:17:00.002+08:00

Its been a bad week for me..
Since i've graduated everything bad is happening to me..everything, financially, physically, emotionally and socially..

A true fren u once said..
True??

Frens..they come and go..like wat Ain said..
I had a best fren in sec sch, Faridah, but after sec sch, i was busy wif poly and she was busy wif her sch..

I then had another bestfren, Fattanah, but after she got into RMIT and got a BF, i'm left all alone..

People change..
I've changed too.

The life tat i had, was such a dream, the moments of happiness and the satisfaction i get from being the best i cud..

I guess, frens do come and go..

The Born of a musician..

2009-08-10T22:39:00.001+08:00

Someday, someone is going to walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else.

Quoted by Rozi

2009-08-08T23:15:00.001+08:00

Goodbye Isabella..

2009-08-06T16:17:00.001+08:00

She's gone..28/07/2008 - 5/08/2009
Even though she's all i've got..
I knw she hafta go sooner or later..

I'm gonna revamp this site.
I hope every1 is happy..

Its okay if i'm not..

Please send a butterfly or two..

2009-07-21T20:27:00.002+08:00

Do i make u proud..
I'm thinking abt forever, missing u..
I knw u so much better,
we made it thru..

Wun u marry him??

2009-07-10T00:18:00.002+08:00

Maybe not..she dun remember me...maybe not, she dunno how i feel...

The feelings i have now..and the 1 important thing tat i'm thinking is a blessing in disguise.

Its so hard..i can't deny tat.
Its so deep..
No one will understand..
i lost a few frens this year..
F, A, A, F, F, H, S, R, K, D, Z and S..

tats not a few..
some left us for akhirat..
some left due to commitments..
some left because of me..
some left because of me..and..
some left because of me..

Poly 50 training..
Thanks Farid, Rizal, Ari, Haziqah, Azri, Aishah and Kyle for running wif me..
Ur a bunch of great frens..

Alexisonfire

2009-07-08T00:12:00.001+08:00

This town has its claws buried in my neck,
This town - it takes life without mercy, without hate
(The streets are in distress, the sun suffocates behind darkened skies)
The grass is growing on top of my feet,
I'm sinking, it won't be to long until before I'm too deep to run
(The line up seems endless underneath the salvation signs)
We are the dead ones, we are the lost cause,
We are the bend before the break, our steps seal our fate

Because this city, this city is haunted by ghosts from broken homes
Because this city, this city is haunted, there's no hope, left for these souls

Every step I take I leave a small piece of myself behind
Soon there will be nothing left
(The cranks in the pavement, match the cracks in their weathered skin)
The sky's a brick wall, the ground's a juggernaut.
Each day they get a bit closer, between them, I am caught
(As I stare in amazement, I can't believe this is where I live)
Every breathe I take, I feel my lungs seal
This breeze feels more like shards of glass, I'm more scars than skin

Because this city, this city is haunted by ghosts from broken homes
Because this city, this city is haunted, there's no hope, left for these souls

Our steps seal fate
Our steps seal fate
This is our celebration, come join the lost souls
This is our celebration, come join the lost souls

(This city, this city is haunted)

Come, walk with us all
Come, walk with us..

Because this city, this city is haunted by ghosts from broken homes
Because this city, this city is haunted, there's no hope, left for these souls

Goda

2009-07-04T00:25:00.001+08:00

Hatiku, jiwaku..terapung bersatu...
Tk sanggup lari dari ertinya..
Aku tergoda bersama pendosa,
Hatiku, jiwaku, kesalku, salahku..

Useless..

2009-07-02T21:27:00.002+08:00

I feel useless...
I'm as positive as i can ever be..

I'm tired of this..tired of all this shit..
People who we call friends..are turning into our enemies..wat can i say..
Its the end of the world..

Tuhan..
ampunknlah dosa2 kami..

Last2??

2009-07-01T22:51:00.002+08:00

Alahai..

I've been busy doing nothing lately besides listening to music..write music..play music..and send music..ahahahhahaha

Been a very2 long time since i ran again..tml i'll run wif the ABE poly 50 team..after soo long..mesti lepas set no. 6-7 mcm nk pengsan..ahahahahha

Aniway...HOTA..i'm OPTING OUT!!!

Backache..

2009-06-20T01:00:00.002+08:00

Life is like a backache..when it strikes..it hurts pretty bad..it will sore, but when u apply medicine or rub it..u'll feel better..

Meaning, lyfe is bound to have alot of hardship, but wif the proper mindset and skills applied..aniting is possible..

Back from langkawi..love my family, my frens, my band and my lyfe..no matter how bad it is..its still mine and i hafta live wif it..so y waste that chance..make the best out of it..

I love U..

Wait a Minute!!!

2009-06-14T21:45:00.002+08:00

Shit!!!
Haiya... mcm mane boleh jadi gini ni...alamak..boring je..
Ade org memang tak paham bahasa..dah cakap banyak2 kali tetap tak paham2..
Ade pulak yg suke merajuk tk tentu pasal..ahahahaha!!
Ade reason merepek pulak tu!!
Kalau lah aku bukan Ubai, dah lain agaknye org ni aku kejekn..
Nasib baik lah aku tk kena mengena ngan kau..
Relief seh..memang bodoh seh org yg dgn kau tu..kesian pun ade aku tgk die..
Tapi takpelah..dalam hidup ini, takde paksa-an.

GUNAKN lah OTAK dan MINDA anda dgn BETUL!!

Save Us from..

2009-06-10T23:08:00.003+08:00

Just when you thought it was over
The sky turned black and we all fell to Earth
Dead in our tracks
We were frozen in fact
Choking to breathe
Then came the seas
Wash away impurities
Wash away all that couldnt be

This week is a hellride for me..lots of confusing stuff came up and demands for solutions.. I'm facing it all..everything..the end is soo near..

I lost a bestfren..
Lost a gd fren..
Lost a companion..
Lost my passion..

I'm losing it..
I've lost almost everthing..
Hey!!
i knw life is full of difficulties..i shudn't be sad..i'm embracing it wif open arms..come wat may..

Take Care..

Old but Wonderful Frens..

2009-06-10T22:24:00.002+08:00

Alot of my old frens suddenly appear from no where!!!

And they dun even knw each other!!!

They are:

Sheila from BBSS
Syida from Kranji Sec Sch
Jannah from SP year 1
Nazurah from YISS

And who knew these people wud contact me all of a sudden.. some of them lost contact wif me for abt 3+ years...

Glad they came back!! Love u guys!!!

ITS BAD!!

2009-06-09T00:57:00.000+08:00

HOw can i act as if nothing happened!!!!

IT SICKENS ME!!!

DAMN!!!

please...

Platonic!!!

2009-06-05T23:16:00.002+08:00

He's a vision to none..

I've been living a healthier lifestyle since i was diagnose wif the "C".
I like the way i am now..the shape i am..the strength i have and the people arnd me..
A family, close frens...new frens..old frens..

Played soccer as usual today..played wif my frens and created new frens..
Saw the moon..a beatiful creation..

Isabella have completed its running in..and i'm happy..

Kyle BEAT me by 15secs!!!

2009-06-03T23:09:00.002+08:00

FUHH!!!
The results are out and KYLE beat me by 15secs!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! i was overtaken in the last KM!!! and i manage to catch up!!!
I shall train harder and beat him next time!!

Hmm..been staying @ home almost a week..cos' i have a bad ankle and 2 swollen toes..can't even wear shoes..haiz..a week w/o running or sports..tats insane!!!
Well, @ home i did come strength workout to stay fit..i did some 200 pushups every morning and more than 100 crunches b4 i sleep.

I wanna visit Korea..seems like a nice place...

A Quiet Day..

2009-05-29T23:12:00.002+08:00

What wud it be like if every1 cud not talk at all..
I wonder...

My graduation have past...pictures are uploaded on my facebook..so check them out ya..

I knw i cud be better...

Sum1 told me today abt my behaviour lately..i've change..its not a gd change..
I'm thinking of why am i this way..issit the attention?? Issit the popularity?? Issit greed?? or issit infatuation??

I got hurt just now by accidentally kicking a metal weight. I sprained my toes. Hazwan helped to immobalise my toes. It was soo hard for me to ride home. I knw i cud be better..

Am i caring?? am i being caring to the wrong person?? why do i hurt people i dun even knw..i dun think i'm being fair..i love my frens..but i knw i have to change..

I know i cud be better..

The Passion Run 2009..

2009-05-26T22:15:00.004+08:00

The Passion Run 09 was great!! Fattanah Emerge as the winner among us!!! wif Kyle 2nd and i'm 3rd by a few seconds..and KY disqualified!!! AHAHAHAHHAHA!!! aniway..here are some pics!!

Tats all for tonite!!
I'm psych for Thursday..my graduation ceremony!!

Quiet..

2009-05-23T00:10:00.000+08:00

Selflessness..
I dun think i deserve it..
Everyday, all i think abt is the end..
Issit tat near..?? or are we dreaming..??
I have no more reason to survive..
I know i cud be better but y issit soo hard??
Hit me..hit me hard..
I'll find a way to be new..sum1 u never knew..
sum1 that every1 will be proud of..
Sum1 that can make a change in the world..
Sum1 that have the strength and courage to win a war and lose battles..
Sum1 that could love u..
Sum1 that could hold u when tears roll down ur cheek..
Sum1 that will hold u tight and tell u that he will always love u..
Sum1 that will love u wif everything he have..
Sum1 that will make sure that ur always smiling..
Sum1 that will wait for u the whole nite when ur sick..
Sum1 that will make ur day when ur having a very bad day..
Sum1 that u can depend on ur whole life..
Sum1 that will wait for u to go to sleep b4 he rests..
Sum1 that will grow old wif u..
Sum1 that will stay by u..even if ur dying..
Sum1 that will cherish every moment in life wif u..
Sum1 that will always remember u even when ur wif another guy..
I'm depressed..
I wish i'm can be all of those..
I pray everynite to be healthy so that i can do my prayers, care for my family and live my life wif happiness..
I'm not as happy as i use to be..
I nid ur strength..
Dear god..

What would it take, for things to be quiet? Quiet like the snow.
Cause I know this isn't much, But I know I could, I could be better.
I don't think I deserve it,
Selflessness, find your way into my heart.
All stars could be brighter, All hearts could be warmer.
What would it take for things to be quiet, quiet like the snow?
Are we meant to be empty handed?
I know I could be better.
I don't think I deserve it,
Selflessness, find your way into my heart
All stars could be brighter, all hearts could be warmer.
What would it take, find your way into my heart
What would it take for things to be quiet?

Thus The Fallen Shall Rise

2009-05-21T17:28:00.002+08:00

The Lyrics:-

*ouh well, moon is one of the beautiful creation that god has created

*welll, i've learnt something from it
as you can see the moon is actually just a rock. not that pretty either
however without this moon, our night will not be the same

*and it has help us humans in many ways
from this
i've learnt that
we can never judge someone by its cover
cause no matter how ugly that person is, there's something there in his/herself that is special.

*and also
whenever i see the moon
i just feel so safe and calm
cause whenever i look at it
it just reminds me of people i treasured the most
and i know somewhere
someone is also looking at the moon at the same time.

*and hoping that i'll be safe.
its just wonderful to know that no matter where you are.
someone who you love is also looking at the same moon as you.

This song is written by a fren of mine..the title have yet to be confirmed..i'll upload the recorded version soon..

The Devil Wears Prada Update..

2009-05-21T17:18:00.001+08:00

Guys..i have the new TDWP album..

Compared to the previous album..this is much more melodic..not as crispy but still a gd album..

How am i doin..

I'm doin quite well..wif my mom @ home today..everyone else is soo busy wif work, dates and school.. I'm gonna upload the new lyrics after this..so yeah..catch it yea....

Take care..

A song by Beyond Breath

2009-05-19T00:17:00.000+08:00

FORGIVE MY IMPATIENCE

This is temporary. Please forgive them.
This is temporary... Please just love him.
If this is better then let it come true.
No more waiting! No more waiting...

Stand by me tonight. We can be free!
Melt into me. Melt into me...

You said you wouldn't leave,
you came crawling back to me.
This is temporary. Melt into me!

Simplest Way Possible..

2009-05-18T21:53:00.002+08:00

So here i am once again...

Project Spermwhale is going along on schedule wif 2 original penned down last yesterday, Sunday 17 May 09. Its a mixture of music wif a lil blend of hardcore and slow post rock @ its climax. I've been feeling pretty bad lately..shitty..i keep falling..over and over again.. I dunno wat i'm doing. Its like a miracle. I'm there but not really there..get it??

Anyway, this Sunday is the Passion Run 10km..i'm gonna run it alone..run my own race..i'll think of only one thing, which is my future..i'm goin to run like i'm running away from everything and leaving everything behind..

Its a new week..

Take Care..

Post Rock..

2009-05-14T20:56:00.003+08:00

Well, wats new..

Radi, Lezlie and I have set up a side project in due to the current situation of 'CC'. Our music will be focused on post-rock wif bands such as Pelican, Russian Circles, Sigur Ros, MONO and Mogwai??

Been a boring week so far... at home...out..home...out...

Isabella is discharged but wif some minor hiccups..yet to be 100% fit.

Afternoon Duty!

2009-05-10T20:22:00.005+08:00

Every sunday afternoon i have a duty...wif CC. As usual, i'll meet hazwan and radi @ gombak or BB.

We'll talk abt life, future and abit of music..

Today's session is okay to me. We played 2 songs over and over again to get the sequence right..as the new song is very2 complex wif riffs and diffrent2 beats and tempo, hazwan and radi haf a small prob..but hey, which musician does not struggle!!??

Here's an image of radi (left) wif WJ (right) at the counter while waiting for lezlie and ari to arrive:-

Tommorrow

2009-05-09T00:43:00.002+08:00

Tommorrow..will be see it???

Tommorrow is a different day...

Its great to learn abt how people live their lyfe..the hard times and good moments..some are truly loved by their love ones..some are just reali nice people..we all have one thing in common..tommorrow..there is always tommorrow..

I heard a story from a fren. Abt her grandpa..a nice person.. caring, loving, understanding and sweet. I smiled, when i heard abt wat her granpa did to console her.. both are nice people..

Well, wat a day i had..an emotional one!!

Tommorrow will be sumthing new!!

Every1, lets pray for all our loved ones..including those who have left us..*amin*

Brand New

2009-05-08T21:56:00.001+08:00

"Say , gd nite...just sleep tite.."

I went to meet Radi and Lezlie..(*frostbane & *harbinger), we arranged another song..another new song. I lost count of how many songs we have currently.. The new song have a twist in it..will let u guys listen to it soon. Sound more of hardcore and catchy wif intense riffs, ideas from Dark Lunancy.

I made soo many frens in my poly life..i love everyone of them even if they dun like me..ahaha...i knw we did had some rough times and some reali happy moments. Watever it is..i'm proud to be a Student frm SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC.

I met NF after work, walk2 and went home..

I feel like a brand new person...

Feeling pretty GOOD!!

2009-05-07T15:55:00.003+08:00

Well lets say..that i've seen the worst..
Lyfe is Beautiful..tat is what i wanna spread to everyone..last nite, sum1 talked to me abt the moon..as god's beautiful creation. Wif details on how it affect lives..arranged it in perfect order..and i got new lyrics..

BUT, i will share it wif u guys today alrite..but pretty soon. Patience.

Patience is very important..
I knw i've not been updating..but i'm gonna try my best to always share my life wif u guys okay??

I'm healthy now..short hair, 70kg, trimmed goatie, old hp, new frens and a new character.

I've been moody and frustrated for far too long..

Isabella..i'm giving u a $400+ overhaul.
Btw, i love my lyfe..i treasure it..

To NF,
U knw i care..

To Fat,
Sorry for everything..

To ABE peeps,
Thank u for everything..

To Everyone else,
May u have the best out of lyfe and remember tat it is beatiful..

Here are some pics from baybeats last year which i wanna share..its a big stage for local bands..and CC, wat are we waiting for!!!

wat a week... and more to come...

2009-04-25T15:00:00.001+08:00

Haiz...
times are bad...life is hard..but fair...
I've been better...

my post life!!

2009-04-12T20:26:00.004+08:00

It was a great post camp activity!!

Her 21st B'day..

2009-04-02T17:50:00.001+08:00

i'll continue..later...

Its not clear...

2009-03-22T18:35:00.002+08:00

I'm juz can't be understood..
There she was beside me...crying..
and all i cud do is think abt wats wrong and wats goin on.
No one can and will understand me.
No one can be happy wif me.
I'm the one who always gif problems.
I'm restless..
I've felt better days..
If u people care abt me..please..i dun deserve it.not even abit..
I dun deserve sympathy, care and concern..
No one can take care of me except my mom..
I'll always be the way i am..
Never will i change..

NO one makes it out tonite..

2009-03-21T16:12:00.003+08:00

No one makes it out tonite..i knw where the killer hides tonite..
No one listens to the damned..

many doubts on me...
i believe its my fault..
they hide within me like roaches,
crawling up my spine..

YEAH!!!

2009-03-17T12:07:00.002+08:00

ITS TUesday...tml is RESULTS DAY!!!

I'll be getting my final semester results to see if i've completed my DIPLOMA!!!

WOHOOOO!!!!!

GUys, should i change the profile pic and song..and also the skin of the blog??

Its Enrolment day..

2009-03-11T23:45:00.002+08:00

Many year 1s enrolled for SP as usual...
It was a pretty gd day when i saw those people..wats wrong wif u??
I have my reasons..if u can't see me...i dun reali care..get lost..it is my club.. GET LOST!!!

Lezlie sent me the new track for the side project..its kinda rough..but yea..gd stuff..

Went running wif fatimah.. ran soo happily for abt 8km then went CCK wif Nunu.

I love my Nunu..

Do u see..

2009-03-09T14:27:00.001+08:00

What have we done...

I'm changing the skin soon but i reali have no idea of wat it shud look like..
maybe colourful??

Safety Course

2009-03-06T15:30:00.002+08:00

Its interesting and great..
Might be a lil dry but i'm sure every1 enjoyed it..
Its our final lecture together as 8 DPFM classes..the QS and the PFM option.

Final Day..

2009-02-26T22:28:00.001+08:00

Today is officially my last day as a DPFM 3B/06 student in Singapore Polytechnic..it has been 3 wonderful and fulfilling years..

M&M

2009-02-23T22:54:00.002+08:00

I'm listening to M&M and it sounded good to me...yah..

And juz now @ 6.10pm i had my Property Law paper, which is the 2nd last for my exams..i'm graduating very2 soon..thursday is the last day of school for me..
Reali gonna miss it alot..poly life is juz my way of living...hahahhaha

Like a Light

2009-02-21T23:52:00.002+08:00

My PFM!!!
OMG!!!!
oh well..its over..

After that dreadful paper..the guys and me played street soccer @ arnd 5+.
We played wif this group of small sec students..not bad u knw..ahhaa
After which we played together wif a guy name SANI and a GIRL who i dun reali knw her name. WAT CAN I SAY!!! THEY ARE LIKE WOW!!! Sani had composure in front of the goalpost..while the girl scored 2 goals!!! The guys and me din miss out..ari scored, syamil scored..i scored..haha..many2!!! HAHAHA!!! CLINICAL!!
ANd farid too..hahaha...he turned into GANAS-MAN as soon as he was fed up..he cud not score for hours long..hahha..ari, syamil, rahman and me were scoring like there is no tml..but farid keep missing the target..HAHAH..*relax lah Farid..!!!!

And ya..it was SUPER TIRING AND EXHAUSTING wif the ultra-hot weather of SINGAPORE RECENTLY..oh well..

AFter that went catch up wif Wan, Radi and lezlie..me and ari came later..we saw the NEW GIRL @ TIET..nice person..frenly.. When we were planning and all.i came out wif a riff and a chorus and an outro..for all we knw..after that hour..we completed one song!!

Went we left, Me and Radi say gdbye to the NEW GIRL and she did this crazy wave motion..hahahaha..OH DAMN!!! PFM!!!

PROPERTY LAW is on MONDAY and VALUATION is on THURSDAY...i must do well for both..AMIN!!!

Amaze me..

2009-02-15T23:02:00.002+08:00

I love u..

Its lovely to spend time wif u..even for a short moment..
Thank U!!
Thank u for understanding me.. its almost 2 months =)
Thank u for ur support..
I promise u..*fill in the blanks
Hehe..

Love u!!

Isabella

2009-02-07T20:27:00.002+08:00

Ur always arnd me..
every morning..every evening..
Ur my love..
When we met wif that accident,
I thought i had lost u..
Isabella..
Thank u for everything..!!

I went to Nurul's vacinity today and it was nice.. Her mom was great. She's friendly and nice. Her place is nice..cosy.. same concept like my home.

But..

I reali hope something will happen..

The Sound of Truth

2009-02-05T11:15:00.002+08:00

Wats our sound??

Wats our sound again??

I dunno wats up wif CC..

But we nid to get things back in order..
Wats our genre..??
I knw its hard to choose one.. Ari and i have long compromise the genre. We both have different influences. Ari loves pantera, ska and some metal stuff..i love screamo and post-hardcore.

Haiz..the world is ever ending..
I'm amazed..

I love u Dii..

2009-02-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

you always amazed me
but thats the past
i kept silent and it rained for days
my inside were drenched
but i guess that's the part of growing up
i never wanted to learn
and i grew into the man
that you never knew
but i wouldn't be this way
if it wasn't for you
100 thank you's
it this is love
fairy tales never came true
judies are black in full bloom
and i died in the womb
take it back, all that's gone
it's all still there like you left it
december stayed the same
nothing ever changed but you
every dream civered in dents
love can't fly tonight
couples will rest, i'll be sleepless
so cry yourself to sleep
this is about broken hearts
this is about me
bending again for nothing
i'd run to you but pain awaits
i'm coming home
but i'll be late
no deeper than imagination can be
sight with nothing to see
what's faith if i can't believe
it's everything
a cure, but i make it a disease
God take me because i hate me

Thats the soul of the old underoath..

dull

2009-01-31T22:56:00.001+08:00

The NTU talk was bad..overrated..

Had a bad day..i dun understand, why do cars, lorries always pick on motorcycles..??

ARE U GUYS BLIND???

The S.A.M.

2009-01-28T22:48:00.007+08:00

The day we went to Singapore Arts Museum...

Dii wif her rock candy!!

Dii, against the art piece.. its a pretty interesting piece i have to say...

The Graffiti that was featured @ S.A.M.

I reali love the acrylic paintings..

Dii's rock candy have DEPLETED!!

AHAHAHAHA!!!
The trip was fun..and there were some spooky moments for sure..
Overall, it was GREAT!!

Its Sun-day??!!

2009-01-25T22:26:00.002+08:00

Its sunday!!! its soo fast!!

Friday was a pretty fun day.. lessons was a joy, and our class reali had SOOO MUCH FUN!!

After classes we had soccer trainin(or juz kickabouts) ahaha!! Which was extraordinarily fun and not tiring at all..

On Sat morning i woke up and went to skul for soccer match..its intercons every1!!!
Isabella and me had a pretty smooth ride to school. We waitde for our team to arrive and hairuzee too..he bought a car, a Black Vios to be exact. Which is nice..Well, the match was cancelled and we had trainin..it was pretty fun again.haha..(U GOTTA SEE LIFE IN A DIFF LIGHT GUYS) After that we all ran to the swimming pool and soak ourself for abt an hour and finally had some BRUNCH. And for the first time is sat in Hafiz's Nissan Selphy. Like wat Ari said, "kereta kau mcm sultan2 nye decoration" HAHAHAHA!!

LITERALLY!!!

And yup.. rode back home wif Isabella and u knw wat, my Dii is away..she's in Johor till Monday which is tml!! 3 days!! since Saturday.. reali2 miss her..
And today???

Well, lets juz say i din do much except for TV, sleep and playin wif Layla..

P.S. Dii!!!! I MISS U SOOO MUCH!!!

A sweet Wed..

2009-01-22T00:27:00.002+08:00

Its a nice day in skul..Ms Alvena Sam was great and everything was juz superb..
Property Law project done, submitting thursday and tml i hafta submit my copy of PFM to Nadiah..and once again the week will come to an end..its TOOOO FAST!!!
Met dii, and did myh fav stuff..which is walking arnd Shop N Save..hahaha
and guz wat..

I'm graduating..
i Reali can't believe it..
We are GRADUATING guys!!!

The List..

2009-01-17T23:13:00.003+08:00

Here's a list of songs that have created an impact in my life and also some dedicated to the people that i come across..

Saosin - Bury Your Head, reminds me of my lost moments.

ME - Sole Vomit, reminds me of Farihah, my beloved..

Emarosa - The Past should be dead, reminds me of the anger i haf inside.

System of A Down - lonely day, reminds me of my lonely & sad moments.

Alesana - The Most Profound Quiet, reminds me of the 1st time i saw Farihah in 2008.

Alesana - Apology, reminds me of Ain.

Evanescence - my tourniquet, reminds me of the pain i had to go thru to find myself.

Avenged Sevenfold - Claivoyant Disease, reminds me of the lost of Farihah.

Muse - Time is Running Out, reminds me of Ain's first gig.

Metallica - Fade to Black, reminds me of my sec. music days.

Shinedown - 45, reminds me of Nadia.

Slipknot - (sic), reminds me of AHC.

Paramore - My Heart, reminds me of Ain.

Aegyptie - Pengexploitasian, reminds me of my sec. and first gig @ esplanade.

Eyes Set to Kill - Beauty Through Broken Glass, reminds me of my bf Fattanah.

Caracal - The Prized Fight, reminds me of the first time i met Sharizan.

ITS U!!

2009-01-17T22:27:00.002+08:00

I'm not running from u...
Look into my eyes..
i've learned soo little abt this..

Accept it..

Dear ISRAEL & USA

2009-01-17T19:50:00.005+08:00

DEAR israel..

u guys are a bunch of inconsiderate human beings.. no..u are not fit to be human at all.. u kill innocent people. not 1 or 200 hundreds.but thousands.. And the USA, u attacked IRAQ because of "weapon of mass destruction" but where the hell is the weapon and all the people u killed in the process..

U lost ur twin towers..and how many people were there?? abt 2,000?? but u killed more!! u are the ones that are insane.. u even let israel attack palestine for no apparent reason. WHo are the terrorisT??

Israel are..
USA are..

U can't deny that fact.. u even attacked PBB headquaters in GAZA.. and Hamas group is kinda invisible dun u think??
Yah, i knw they shoot rockets at ur country but that does not mean u can shoot arnd like mad anyhow..u target innocent people. Imagine urself in their shoes..

U in ur country, and suddenly USA attacked u even though ur innocent.. UR NOT HAMAS for godsake.. ur juz a civilian.. if u reali wan justice..TRACK THE PEOPLE U WAN!! and kill them for all i care.. but dun ever kill innocent people..

Truly, Armageddon is nearing..

p.s. the article above is merely a comment.. not to condemn any one or blame.. but i do support anti-war..

Her's

2009-01-13T22:47:00.002+08:00

Her fav. catch lines are!!!

- Dgr tak x3
- Selenge
- Sakit tak x3
- tak pandai eh

Hehe..tats all for now..more to come!!

and here's a pic of me and zenas from MMBE,

have i??

2009-01-10T18:46:00.002+08:00

Have i been curse for a smile??
Weave the end of time..
It's slipping away from you,
Away from your soul..
In your last abide, awaken inside
And realize..

Friday was great, had classes..did nothing..and played soccer after sooo LONG!!
And to end it off..i had fastfood for 3 days straight!!! FAT!!

Teach me..

2009-01-07T23:45:00.002+08:00

I can't live thru' this every single day...

The feeling is overwhelming, how could i change this??

Help me..teach me to be a better man.

Wif everything in my heart, i truly love u...

Even wif darkness in my life, i can see the beauty in ur eyes..

We are in love..

I can't exactly see the beauty of my promises, the amber in ur eyes from the darkness of my lies

such a lonely day..

2009-01-03T00:14:00.002+08:00

Such a lonely day, and its mine..the most loneliest day of my life..

And if u go, i wanna go wif u, and if u die, i wanna die wif u.. take ur hands and walk away..

The most loneliest day of my life... haiz...

The day i'm glad i survived..

The Best Thing In 2008

2009-01-01T22:31:00.002+08:00

Me & Dii

end of 2008..

2009-01-01T11:32:00.002+08:00

With the end of 2008, i wanna share wif u guys and at the same time recap on the events tat will be remembered...

'His story' made a history!

Beijing Olympics: A great achievement for China!

It was a painful year for many…The Wall Street collapsed

Who can explain their pain which is beyond words…

But more painful were the ones caused by men

Some suffered tragic loss but they rose from the ashes (late Benazir Bhutto)

The wounds do heal, but we can't think about them without tears

Some let out their resentment this way too!

Let's welcome another year like a child with hope filled hearts!

The year flew by us soo fast..tears and smiles filled this year..but tears and hunger haunts 2008.. May 2009 be a better year for us..

A Dinner..

2008-12-28T20:57:00.002+08:00

The Dinner was gd..

Juz gd..

its not great at all..

nice setting,

lousy food,

gd service,

small portion

and

BORING!!!

I'm a wreck..

2008-12-16T23:41:00.002+08:00

Do i have the strength?
To lift up my hands for the first time...
Can i move my lips for the first time and speak up to them??
Can it go away..could it be dead??
I'm a small part in the picture which plays no role..at the bottom left corner of the masterpiece..
Strangers make decisions for me??
Can i walk??
Can i stand??
I need a hand..
Support, assistance...
I know my mistake..but do u??
Do u think ur the head??
Am i juz the arm??
Maybe i am..i haf no say...
I contribute the creativity of the product and i get no say..
Tats really2 sad..
Shud i leave it alone??
Or leave them??

WILD!!

2008-12-16T22:15:00.005+08:00

Arab Street was great yesterday wif my bestfren FATTANAH!!!

Then went bugis and finally bought something!! HEHE

And i gain 1kg!! WOHOO!!!

And in case ur wondering y i put my bike pic her is because i've never put my ACTUAL BIKE PIC ONLINE B4!!!!

SOrry fattanah for the sicky run and headache..and to u "cikgu", pls meet me ASAP!! hehe..take care!!

Running..

2008-12-14T22:04:00.001+08:00

Running is part of me now...

.....quiet.....

2008-12-14T20:51:00.001+08:00

Wat a quiet weekend for me..
Sat was a very dull day..and so is sunday...

Friday was a lil better cos' we continue recording a few more songs..and the quality is better cos' we did better balancing..will upload it soon rite guys..

btw pls visit our band website @ www.purevolume.com/cloudconstructors

Post-Rock!

2008-12-10T00:07:00.002+08:00

Cloud Constructors is as alive as ever..
We recorded abt 6 songs today..it was worth our time and effort...
The product sounded good enuff for me..HAHAHA

Ari's getting better..
Lezlie's drumming is more consistent..
Radi's guitar as wild as ever!!!
And for me..

I'm average..hahaha..

My day and week is great..got my pay..and jam..spend some time wif dear and went for NS medical checkup..all is great!!

WOHOOO!!!!

More to life!!!

Issit something Missing?

2008-12-03T20:04:00.002+08:00

U dun understand me..
No one will ever do..
I've tried soo hard to do lots of stuff..
I've achieved alot..
Some admire that, some find it a threat..
Knowing people dun care at all makes me sick..
knowing ur limits makes u want more..

Even with sacrifice, no one will understand..
All alone, thinking abt u..
and if life is genuine,
I'll live thru it again..
and again..

Never have i felt worried,
my heart stopped beating for 2 seconds..
Seeing wat life have to offer, makes me happy..
if we die tml..or later in our sleep..
i juz wan to make sure that i've tried my best to fight it..
it hurting alot..
day-by-day, it gets alot worst..

I'll breathe..

2008-12-03T19:16:00.004+08:00

Our class photo,
Our final year in SP..

FUHH!!

2008-11-26T22:06:00.003+08:00

GUESS WAT??!!

ONE PAPER DOWN!!
5 more to go, and Property Law was a breeze...(i'm gonna get tat hug)

Juz now after the papers, our class had a photo taking session, and its fun..the theme is black and white..its pretty cool!!
I'll upload the pics as soon as Alwyn send me aites..

I met my Dear again.. she's as sweet as usual.. ate @ BK and listened to her 'EMO' songs..which is rather depressing to me..haha.. VERY!!

Aniway,i'm gonna end today's post wif a short phrase..

If u lose sum1 very special and precious to u..u'll get sum1 better in return..and it happened to me..in my case..i got the same person but a better version=) WOHOOO!!!

EVERYTIME!!

2008-11-23T14:29:00.002+08:00

Well, my weekend started off pretty great yesterday, had lots of fun wif her and laughed alot.

but something happened last nite.and she's sad rite now..
I know its selfish of me to do tat..but, i have my reasons..
i do..u might be on a rebound.
the same thing might happen again.

For almost 4 years u left me..and suddenly appear again..
its confusing..but i have thought it thru..
I knw i like u..i've always have..
Gif me a lil time k..time for me to sort my lyfe first..i'll get back to u once everything is okay!!

Tag??

2008-11-22T21:33:00.003+08:00

THANKS TO ZARA!!
I've been tagged!

And ya2..i have to write abt 10 weird things abt myself..here goes..

1) I have scar below my chin..that i'm unaware of..(till somebody told me)
2) I have another scar on my right hand, ring finger due to my playful activities when i was small!! hehe
3) I wear spec since Kindergarten 1.
4) I prefer the bus than the MRT because the bus smell better to me..hahaha
5) I can sleep w/o moving at all..(pretty weird huh??)
6) I worked as a security guard b4 @ EXPO!!
7) I hate people who dance reali well!! (for no apparent reason)
8) When i'm sad, i tend to make people very sad too..
9) I name my guitar, "Layla" and my bike "Isabella"..hehe
10) When i eat, i focus on cleaning my plate.. (no rice left at ALL!!!)

BOOM!!

2008-11-21T00:02:00.003+08:00

I'm the type of guy that make girls catch on fire

I'm tired for soooo MANY reasons!!

FOr using my mental ability, for using my physical strength and also for using my emotional feelings!!

DAMN!!!

I've completed WKP's diagnostic report and weekly report. TMl submission!!

TML I HAVE A PACKED DAY!!

STUFF TO DO:-

1. Bring formal wear
2. Bring running attire
3. Bring soccer attrire
4. Prepare for interview for CSW
5. Train for 21km tml wif abu, rizal, kyle and mira
6. Train wif BE soccer for inter-cons
7. Try to be home b4 9pm
8. Go friday prayers after WKP class!!

WOW!!!
I'm sooo STRESSED OUT!!!

Hatred..

2008-11-18T23:56:00.002+08:00

Dun hold ur breathe for too long..
It seems like i'm acting all these time..who am i kidding??
Wat if something happens tml?
Wat if i will never be cured?
Wat if, my life depends on me being happy?
The stress keeps getting wild..
For once, dun be so weak, hit the floor and stay up.. even when the doc says that ur gonna die in 2 days..

Nothing is ever the same..
Nothing will save me..
Wind is blowing and shadows is dancing in the hall, now hit the floor..despite the slowing of our feet..

Let hate save me, when nothing else will...

I'll say this last 'sorry' to all of u..i promise..

Tuesday!

2008-11-18T23:37:00.004+08:00

Wats so special abt this tuesday??
Hmm..
NOthing much reali except that petrol prices have gone down again by 5cents=)

WOHOO!!!

I had a pretty fun and stressful day in school..valuation is reali tedious but easy once u get the hang of it.

Hmm..i'm kinda tired..hahaha

I NID THESE!!!

2008-11-16T16:05:00.003+08:00

I WANNA OWN THIS!!!

OR!
THIS!!
Or!

THIS!!
BUT its so damn expensive..it costs abt $176 @ TOPMAN..

Stop Happening!!

2008-11-15T23:06:00.003+08:00

Last week was kinda weird again..

We had classes as usual..mad lectures and also projects + tutorials!!

I skipped one class on thursday..a tutorial, PM2 and for wat??
Let me explain, on thursday, 13th November is Sharizan's 1st performance, as promised i show up wif my frens, and to our dissapointment, the tix were all given out. I waited wid Ari, haziqah, farihah, fattanah and haziqah's frens @ RP for her to come out arnd 7+ cos' haziqah said so.. So after the wait, we all went off to causeway point to fill up our tanks and then we went home.

Dreadful..

But its okay..i'm sure Sharizan is sad too..Hey, we all love u.. so dun worry k, we know u did great=)

And yeah, today i went out wif Farihah after a tiring morning, we went arnd orchard and town till city hall, on foot..
It was fun, always fun..
Farihah, aku tau aku ni slalu act mcm takde ape2..
Tapi kn, sebenarnye, aku tau wat ur thinking, and by ur body language i can tell a few stuff..
Hey, i hope u dun think too much okay.. I'll be here..

Good Nite Readers..

Set u on Fire..

2008-11-12T22:25:00.002+08:00

I'm am the one that set a girl on fire!!!

DO u knw wat is right??

I'm in a shitty mood, pissed and stressed out.. i need a life!!

I'm doing tutorials and projects like there is no tml..the fact is that there is no tml...
Please don't figure this out..

I have PM2 works, PTY & FM, FYP, FM and CSW projects and tutorials to finish!!!
Next two weeks is the start of term test, there is a paper EVERY SINGLE DAY!!
IS TAT FUCKED UP???

And some papers are @ nite!! how do u expect us to study for the paper tat is the day after???
ANd how can we study early when u gif us SOOOO MANY PROJECTS AND TUTORIALS???

Tml there is a concert @ RP...now i'm sick and in a fucking shitty mood!
I dun feel like going or leaving half-way. I have frens that call themselves frens...

LET ME TELL U THIS,

' WITH FRIENDS LIKE THESE, I DON'T NEED ENEMIES '

WoO!!

2008-11-10T23:35:00.001+08:00

FARISHA MY LIL BABY SISTER!!

Tonight!!

2008-11-09T23:06:00.002+08:00

How hard can it get??

I got kicked by MISS NURUL FARIHAH more than 5 times today at the exact same spot...

Watched Tropic Thunder wif radi and elizabeth..it was funny..yeah..
Met Farihah and Fattanah after that..realised one thing.. We all get along reali well..and we all can be ourself, comfortable... comfort is very important!

I LOVE NURUL FARIHAH AND NUR FATTANAH!!
AHAHAHAHA!! i knw, i have two GF!! WOHOOO!!!!

ps: FARIHAH AND FATTANAH, if ur reading this u shud be HAPPY!! ahahahha, cos' its now known worldwide!! AHAHA!!

Set It Off Like Napalm

2008-11-08T22:57:00.003+08:00

"out of place, put him down, hes all strung out
don't hold your breath for too long, this moments fading out now
our souls have caught on fire
well i don't really wanna walk that line
i don't really wanna cross that line
lets make this now or never

fade it out, the storms that i love
the heat is getting stronger and i plan to take advantage,
no matter what they say
the tide is slowly going out.

oh god, please open your eyes, its time to finalize
lets make this now or never
set it off and let it burn

take your form let it be the scariest, let it be most furious.

i am the boy who sets your girl on fire
and when she dances oh she knows it's right.
well send them all to hell"

P.S. When will u tell me..??

And I Believe!

2008-11-06T23:48:00.001+08:00

I dunno y my blog is like this!!
AHAHA!!

I'm writing this post w/o any functions..except add image and spell check!! WATS WRONG!!

Btw, today is a fun day..i had fun in Property Law, Valuation and IN PM2..haha..and yeah..i had some weird moments too!!

Updates!

2008-11-03T22:51:00.005+08:00

I'm sick of hearing the same old song!!

GIF me a BREAK!! I nid a time OUT!

Fattanah muke maintain=)

UPDATES GUYS!!

2008-10-27T19:44:00.013+08:00

Here are 3 upcoming GIGS tat i'm supporting!!
PLS MAKE URSELF FREE YA!!
2-of-3 are FREE!!

A GREAT SUNDAY!!!

2008-10-27T12:08:00.002+08:00

I had A great SUNDAY MORNING!!
WEnt to BB to meet Farihah and Fattanah..
Fattanah left and the adventure starts!!

We went to City Hall, to see the flyer..and..
We had a free ride on the FLYER!!
It was fun and sleepy..
BUT STILL FUN!!

I was like a tourist!!!

Then we went to VIVO and then to harbourfront centre to see the cable cars..
And we ride it for FREE again!!
NOT once..but 4 times!!!
Back and forth!!!

Thank U NURUL FARIHAH!!!

And after tat i went to TIET Studios..
Waited and waited to the full band from 3pm to 9pm!!!
Me and RAdi was soo tired and sleepy that we watched cloverfield and Texas chainsaw massacre!

JAM!!
JAM!!!
JAM!!!!!!
AND JAM!!!

All for friday's Finals..Ah long said tat we are tight..and needed an extra notch..
I think, we can do it..haha..its easy!!
hahaha..!!!
GOTTA RE-sTRING LALYA ASAP!!!

The wat??

2008-10-24T00:37:00.002+08:00

VOGELSISTERS!
They consist of 3 ladies..
A pair of twins and their elder sister..
I'm addicted to their tunes..

Today was the audition for the BE-SD Talentime, it was sucky!!!
HOW CUD U JUDGE US BY THE TYPE OF MUSIC WE PLAY???
Isn't it talentime..??
y can't we showcase our talent??
We play well as a metalcore-post rock band..and there u go asking us to play softer and play a more mellow song...

Music is SUBJECTIVE
Damn..

RAYA PICS!

2008-10-23T00:39:00.002+08:00

Hate me..

2008-10-22T22:32:00.003+08:00

Its strange how one can love someone so much but at the same time hate them..

Still i knw..i'll carry on..guide me thru the life i lost, to find these faults in me..

How, can u do this to me??
What's wrong wif me??
Even if u dun see tears and u see me smiling every single day...
I'm crying silently in my hearts..

I miss u...

Its The 2nd Week..

2008-10-20T22:54:00.002+08:00

2nd Week of 2nd Sem..and my day was an okay one..
Meet up wif Ain and had a nice meal together after soo long!!
It was great! She's great!
Then went to BB to meet Farihah for coffee..
She look soo "SELENGE"
AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!

And yah..i'm busy..sorry guys and girls..
Radi..sorry dude..and to everyone else..
i'll make it up to u..i promise!

Its not the End!!

2008-10-16T21:36:00.003+08:00

GUYS!!
When ur in love and it turns bad..
Dun be disheartened okay..
Juz go thru it and be positive,
Be urself!!
And always ROCK ON!!

So yesterday i serviced Isabella, gave her new chains..a (DID) Heavy-duty chain, a change of spark plug and a change of engine oil to a fully synthetic one. Isabella's brakes are sumhow abit weak today.. in malay its like, (mcm tk makan).. I hafta change my cone and the timing of engine too!! BISING OI!!! MCM MAT REMP-IT!!

And Augustine snapped his ankle..i went to beauty world to send his crutches..it looks bad..but hey! GET WELL soon my FREN!

ANd today is a very2 long day!!
10am to 6pm!!
BEnson's was worst!! 8am to 6pm..but who can we blame?? its our final SEMESTER!!

I see some happy faces today, like syaffiq, syafiq, ari, amirah, bernice, dee and many2 more!!

TML is friday!!
STREET SOCCER YAH!!
SAt gonna run @ macritchie wif kyle and ky @ 8am!! WOHOOO!!!! i feel great!!

2nd day!

2008-10-14T21:10:00.002+08:00

Its the and day of 2nd sem..
Mr. Tang's lesson was funny as usual..but the 3 hr lecture for Valuation module was dreadful...many people literally died of boredom!!!

I got a report to do for my class, its plenty of typing to do!

Today i repaired my exhaust wif helmi, he hold the screw for me, while i get all the super glue and petrol on my hands. And otw home, i rode halfway wif ridzman..

TMl i start @ 12.. so early morning is shall go to ONG's MOtorcycle to change my engine oil to fully synthetic, change my spark plug and change my chains to DID -heavy duty..

Its gonna cost me abt $30..
Well, tml after school there's a session wif CC and Oath of God..hope i'm in the zone tml..ahahahaha

Ku Berserah..

2008-10-13T22:38:00.002+08:00

The 1st day of 2nd Semester in my final year...
I meet old faces and some new..
Its an eye-opener..
Its a new world, i feel different..
Healthier..
i appreciate everything ALLAH.
Insyallah the whole semester will be great an memorable..

P.S. Will u ever love me??

Pushing Hard..

2008-10-12T18:22:00.003+08:00

I've been pushing myself hard lately..
I'm pushing others pretty hard too..
I made them run 3.8km wif me and we did 40 push up rite after that..
BUT..
I'm sure u guys enjoyed it cos' it was a team effort rite guys??
"Together Everyone Achieve More"

AFter FOT was over i went home..weighed myself and i lost another 2kg..
I fell asleep after zuhur and woke up @ arnd 6.10pm and prayed again.
Now i'm blogging abt my quiet life..

Its pretty quiet..no music, no ladies, no projects (FYP in progress) and i have a sad thought every night b4 i close my eyes.

I'm amazed wif people's behaviour..
How can someone that u reali2 care do this to u..??

I had the best and SOME FUCKING BAD TIMES EVER the last 2 days!!!

2008-10-09T23:08:00.002+08:00

The good stuff first..the guys and girls wanted to buy some stuff @ Queensway, so i met them there. And after everything we sat and chatted at Mac's and see abu's face:-

At the background u can see my new helmet!!
So we took some pics..it was all nures' idea.. she even liberately squeeze in front of me..

GUESS TAT THE END OF THE GOOD NEWS.

THE START OF SUMTHING BAD!!!
I'M VERY2 PISSED WIF ISABELLA!!!!!
HATE IT!!!
HATE IT!! DAMN!!!
REALI2 HATE IT!!!!

I was otw home after meeting Farihah, then i rode off, halfway, my engine switched off...the first thing tat came to me was that my fuel tank is EMPTY!!!

SO i was like blaming myself while walking and pushing my bike abt 3-4km to the NEAREST petrol station..after filling her to the brim, i tried starting her again..but like WTF!!! i tried and tried for abt 20MINS!!!

And tat was not the end,
When it finally started, it idled for abt 3 secs and then mati again!!
BINGIT!!
And it continues for abt another 20mins..
SO i pushed all the way to the side road..took the risk of speeding cos' when my REV hits 1rpm, the engine will die..
SO i REV like mat REMPIT SIA!!
LITERALLY I REMP-IT..
THere i was like an idiot pissed off..when i reach home. The bike was okay..my dad tried starting and said nothing is wrong..but he din knw wat i went thru..shitty man..

HE din knw tat the bike fell when i pushed it cos' i stepped on a puddle of slippery mud that made me slipped and fell wif the bike..i stood up again and continue.and again..this time almost fell after stepping onto another pool of mud..damn... i was sweating like mad..wif my helmet on and specs..bloody PISSED!!! ARRRGHH!!!!

Run!!

2008-10-08T15:06:00.003+08:00

Well guys...
Thank u for reading my blog every single day!! =)

Some upcoming events..

Swisshotel vertical marathon, 72 storey
Nautical Run 08, 6.6km
Standard Chartered marathon 08, 21km
MR25, 50km

by december i'll be an ultra-marathoner!! Insyallah!

I have to train daily..and yeah..alot..must improve technique and mileage..

Ouh well, tats abt it for my running life!!
AHAHAHA!!

FOT is coming soon..and guess wat???!!
I'm the PT I.C.
So get ready guys for some running and some physical activities to make u guys fit. I wanna make sure u guys lose at least 2kg in 3 days of training..

HARI RAYA MOOD IS STILL ON!!
Haven't jalan raya at all..and next week is sch!!
Here's my time table:-

Aniway, i'm booked on this friday, sat, sun, next wed, sat and sun...wow!!
AND GUESS WAT!! PETROL PRICES DROP by 5 CENTS!!! WOHOO!!!! tat means my full tank will cost around $5+!!!!!

See ya again tml!!

New??

2008-10-06T21:32:00.002+08:00

Today i had a very interesting day..i woke up early..played wif Farisha..whole day, send my brother to Bukit Batok Central, eat, register for medical checkup..hahaha..NS!
And i went out to buy paper and also had coffee with Farihah.. Out of a sudden!!
But she's nice..she's pretty weird.. somedays she will be super-evil..and some days she'll be super-nice. Ahahaha..fattanah call her weird..but i think she's unique..i dun think anione cud replace her..ahahaha.. and yup..i'm serving my NS in 2009 arnd July.

I bought a new helmet..its those helmet where people who rides scramblers wear! Wif a peak but mine is not full face..so its semi! I'll put more pics soon okay!! eheh..and yup guys!!! i'm on a break from playing music till further notice..

Ouh yah..if u guys are planning HARI RAYA OUTINGS!! PLEASE INFORM ME OKAY!! i'm BOOKED ON THE 18th OCT so far..hehe..

Looking Good

2008-10-03T22:47:00.005+08:00

For comfort, for solace, for the end of my broken heartache...
Will u remember wat i've done, will u remain the same when u taste bitterness..
I've become wat u've become..
She came and went..

Alhamdulillah, everything seems to be going smooth and safe. Everything changes in front of my eyes. The environment, the people wif me and the fact that people die every single day. Today is Saturday, the 4th day of Syawal..

I'm sure some of us are still visiting our relatives and our loved ones..
Love them more than u ever have.. Love those who u hate.. and learn to forgive.. Syawal have been meaningful to me this year. I hope to see the lights of 1st Syawal again and reflect the past year.

To all my frens and family,
Thank You for Everything..